Monday, December 11, 2006
wahaha if u read my blog wld hav known im in e GREAT LAND OF CHEENA...
wahahhaa n i hav problemx having access here l0lx to reasons dat r still unknown..
its bad i cant b baq hm wif u guys bud i guess all is timely in Gods plans i need a timeout...
hahha i'll share sum stuff wif u guys here n hopefully it'll b of sum help to ur..
:D...
ok...
incase yr didnt noe i spend e last 5 daex or so in sum army camp bcuz of ncc...
yea on e overall it was farn n all gt to learn mre thingx mre ppl mre stuff abt how e world outside reali works bcuz im reali in contact wif ppl frm different woks of life..
howeva everithin was not onli abt farn larx.. we were all on a tight schedule n all e CLTS were severely suffering frm a lack of slp so working 2gether might nt alwaex b a breeze esp if u do smth wrong...
yea i started to get reali frustrated cuz my slpin hrs in dat 5 daex totaled up ix onli abt 10 hrs i guess n der were juz huge stressballs coming frm all ova e place larx n 2 make it worse weird trcherx frm no her oso come n scold us fer no apparent reason...
my life during dat 5 daex in simple words...
"in a complete mess" i w as lyk saein to myself juz kill me or juz take me out man
datx nt e worse... havin absolutely no 1 arnd u hu u can tok to iz definitely e worse...
hahha... yea n dat horrendous feeling followed me all e wae here to china...
until i finally gained access into here n was wondering wad i cld sae to u guys since i wld b MIA-ing fer 2 weeks..
i turned on my mp3 n i was listening to the freedom we know..
n 1st line areadi hit me so much in e head dat i realised i was holding onto unnecessary stuff lyk anger 2wards sum ppl haha or may i sae a certain guy wif e same surname as me 0.o...
Isaiah 40:29-31 reads He gives strength to the weary
and increases the power of the weak
Even youths grow tired and weary
and young men stumble and fakk
but those who hope in the Lord
will renew their strength
They will soar on wings like eagles
they will run and not grow weary
they will walk and not be faint.afta reading tis i realised dat during thse 5daex which seemed lyk 4eva i was wrong abt not having ani 1 to tok to..
in fact God was waiting fer me to tok to Him abt all thse *sai* i had in my heart n brain or wadsoeva... mayb non believers will ask y God doesnt show up wen we're suffering lyk in my case... der were no obvious signs of Him act being der..
bt if we backtrack we act realise its act us hu are not letting HIm in... not lettin Him b part of it all... part of our lives... if yr were der e last time wen i was telling yr abt e Bruce almighty movie mentioning smth abt God giving us self will i guess u guyx will understand wad im tokin abt den...
come on guys... time to pour out yr biggest *sai* in yr lives to yr Redeemer Yr Best Friend...
i promise it'll b a great n wonderful feeling...
even if e whole world abandons u n sneers at you..
He'll be the ONLY ONE standing beside u onli if u let Him to...
:D..
luvv u guys.. all of u... haha i noe tis n3 'abit' long hohx...
hahhaa..
2 weeks worth of stuff..
:D..
dun bully pao!! haha n pao dun bully em!!!
i'll c yr during youth camp..
soooo...
MAKE SURE YR GOO!!! :d MUACKX
